Open Window by Matisse
The Fly
6 years ago
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Icky Sticky Tricky Trust?
Hee Hee Hee
I won't look
if you don't look
ok, I won't look
if you won't look
but both look
when the other is
not looking
Trust is such a tricky thing
isn't it?
I won't look
if you don't look
ok, I won't look
if you won't look
but both look
when the other is
not looking
Trust is such a tricky thing
isn't it?
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
Friday Fantasy
It was all she could think about all day
She couldn't wait to get home
where it was cool and comfy
and enjoy the decadence
of the evening she had planned
The minute she walked in the door
She was met with temptation
Her enthusiasm was intense
The glint in her eye
revealed her true feelings
She couldn't hide her excitement
On the couch
she sat
ready to enjoy a few minutes
of pure ecstasy
where she was being tempted
to partake in
a moment of Nirvana
Her shoes off
the music on
She took it in her hands
without being coaxed
Her mouth could not
stay away any longer
Her tongue
swirling around
and around
as she caressed it with her hand
enjoying every second
moving it in and out
sucking lightly
moaning with pleasure
and finally
letting the sweet substance
melt on her tongue
The best things in life take but a moment
to enjoy
but sometimes it takes a long time to recover
She knew this was one of those moments
it was gone much sooner than she would have liked
she even used her tongue
in ways she never thought she would
to savor the last bits of a delightful experience
but it wouldn't reach
the bottom
of the
Chocolate Mousse
she bought
at Whole Foods
but had not eaten
with Mr. Beamer
on Tuesday.
But the smile on her face
at the thought of the
chocolate concoction would last a few days
while she walked in the evening to work off
the calories.
She couldn't wait to get home
where it was cool and comfy
and enjoy the decadence
of the evening she had planned
The minute she walked in the door
She was met with temptation
Her enthusiasm was intense
The glint in her eye
revealed her true feelings
She couldn't hide her excitement
On the couch
she sat
ready to enjoy a few minutes
of pure ecstasy
where she was being tempted
to partake in
a moment of Nirvana
Her shoes off
the music on
She took it in her hands
without being coaxed
Her mouth could not
stay away any longer
Her tongue
swirling around
and around
as she caressed it with her hand
enjoying every second
moving it in and out
sucking lightly
moaning with pleasure
and finally
letting the sweet substance
melt on her tongue
The best things in life take but a moment
to enjoy
but sometimes it takes a long time to recover
She knew this was one of those moments
it was gone much sooner than she would have liked
she even used her tongue
in ways she never thought she would
to savor the last bits of a delightful experience
but it wouldn't reach
the bottom
of the
Chocolate Mousse
she bought
at Whole Foods
but had not eaten
with Mr. Beamer
on Tuesday.
But the smile on her face
at the thought of the
chocolate concoction would last a few days
while she walked in the evening to work off
the calories.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Friday, August 18, 2006
Friday Fantasy
She heard a motor running right outside the door
She got up to see what it was
It was late,
so it could have been
any of her neighbors
but none of them
had a motorcycle
She looked out
and there he was
smiling
and asking
Do you want a ride little girl?
She laughed
motioned that she would be
back in a minute
She slipped her cutoffs on
and a tshirt
tied her shoes
put her hair in a ponytail
and bounced out the door
She kissed him
and threw her leg over the back
of the cycle
grabbed him around the waist
and leaned her body
up against his
kissing his neck
He had the stereo blaring
and as they took off
he reached down with his left arm
and caressed her calf
as they rode downtown
When he stopped
at the traffic lights
he turned and kissed her passionately
She was thrilled to have the attention
and he was very intriguing
Suddenly she noticed
he had taken a detour
and she wasn't sure where he was going
so she leaned into him and
asked him
where they were going
Oh I have a surprise for you!
she thought they were going to
LaTuna
a local drinking spot
with eclectic clientele
cold brew
and interesting food
He pulled into a park
drove all the way to the back
of the park
parked the cycle
took her hand
and led her through the trees
She didn't really know
what he was up to
but she wasn't scared
He had given her every reason
to trust him
and no reasons not to
Suddenly she saw
a blanket on the ground
set like a table
with fruit and salad
close by
in a cooler
wine glasses
candles
and bottled water
were out as well
and as he led her to the blanket
and helped her sit down
she saw there were rose petals
scattered over the blanket
She gazed at the wonderful sight
of him preparing the plates
with chef salads
and placing bowls
of fruit infront of her
and over his shoulder
she saw something
hanging in the tree
He saw her looking
over his shoulder
and followed her gaze
He smiled
and told her
It is dessert. You will have to wait until after dinner.
and winked at her
They ate and talked
and laughed
He toasted her
and poured her wine
The food was wonderful
she enjoyed every bite
but she was enjoying him more
and he was quite
intoxicating to her
After they were done
she asked if she could
have her dessert now
and he smiled and allowed her
to retrieve the
package in the tree
She opened the package
that looked like a birthday gift
but wrapped in
plain brown paper
She was so thrilled
she reached over to him
taking him into her arms
and kissing him
with great passion
He pulled her to him
laying back
with her on top of him
After several groundshaking kisses
she starts unbutttoning his shirt
and before she knows it
They are laying on the blanket
totally nude
touching
grabbing
kissing
pulling
moaning
she climbs back on top of him
thrusting herself onto his
throbbing dick
his hands are on her
with her nipples between his fingers
holding her up
Slowly she turns her body
around
where she is facing his feet
She rocks back and forth
teasing herself
and helping him fondle her
They rock back and forth
having a wonderful time
making great love
they roll over and he
approaches her from behind
pounding into her
as they both moan with pleasure
finally they collapase
exhausted and spent
she reaches for the box
and as she does
she turns to him
and asks
So where is the cycle these keys go to?
and he laughs
you didn't notice it in the parking lot? You should have, it is purple....
and I cant wait to see you on it naked
well, let's go, you know I don't want to keep you waiting
she laughed as she got up and took off for the parking lot.
She got up to see what it was
It was late,
so it could have been
any of her neighbors
but none of them
had a motorcycle
She looked out
and there he was
smiling
and asking
Do you want a ride little girl?
She laughed
motioned that she would be
back in a minute
She slipped her cutoffs on
and a tshirt
tied her shoes
put her hair in a ponytail
and bounced out the door
She kissed him
and threw her leg over the back
of the cycle
grabbed him around the waist
and leaned her body
up against his
kissing his neck
He had the stereo blaring
and as they took off
he reached down with his left arm
and caressed her calf
as they rode downtown
When he stopped
at the traffic lights
he turned and kissed her passionately
She was thrilled to have the attention
and he was very intriguing
Suddenly she noticed
he had taken a detour
and she wasn't sure where he was going
so she leaned into him and
asked him
where they were going
Oh I have a surprise for you!
she thought they were going to
LaTuna
a local drinking spot
with eclectic clientele
cold brew
and interesting food
He pulled into a park
drove all the way to the back
of the park
parked the cycle
took her hand
and led her through the trees
She didn't really know
what he was up to
but she wasn't scared
He had given her every reason
to trust him
and no reasons not to
Suddenly she saw
a blanket on the ground
set like a table
with fruit and salad
close by
in a cooler
wine glasses
candles
and bottled water
were out as well
and as he led her to the blanket
and helped her sit down
she saw there were rose petals
scattered over the blanket
She gazed at the wonderful sight
of him preparing the plates
with chef salads
and placing bowls
of fruit infront of her
and over his shoulder
she saw something
hanging in the tree
He saw her looking
over his shoulder
and followed her gaze
He smiled
and told her
It is dessert. You will have to wait until after dinner.
and winked at her
They ate and talked
and laughed
He toasted her
and poured her wine
The food was wonderful
she enjoyed every bite
but she was enjoying him more
and he was quite
intoxicating to her
After they were done
she asked if she could
have her dessert now
and he smiled and allowed her
to retrieve the
package in the tree
She opened the package
that looked like a birthday gift
but wrapped in
plain brown paper
She was so thrilled
she reached over to him
taking him into her arms
and kissing him
with great passion
He pulled her to him
laying back
with her on top of him
After several groundshaking kisses
she starts unbutttoning his shirt
and before she knows it
They are laying on the blanket
totally nude
touching
grabbing
kissing
pulling
moaning
she climbs back on top of him
thrusting herself onto his
throbbing dick
his hands are on her
with her nipples between his fingers
holding her up
Slowly she turns her body
around
where she is facing his feet
She rocks back and forth
teasing herself
and helping him fondle her
They rock back and forth
having a wonderful time
making great love
they roll over and he
approaches her from behind
pounding into her
as they both moan with pleasure
finally they collapase
exhausted and spent
she reaches for the box
and as she does
she turns to him
and asks
So where is the cycle these keys go to?
and he laughs
you didn't notice it in the parking lot? You should have, it is purple....
and I cant wait to see you on it naked
well, let's go, you know I don't want to keep you waiting
she laughed as she got up and took off for the parking lot.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Peonies???
I have been,
once again,
trying to post a picture,
that doesn't want to post...
If you find it here,
it is because
I finally got it to post...
anyway
the caption is:
Captured at 115th and Allisonville Road
in Fishers ( Indianapolis ).
The sign is real
and was up for about two hours
before someone stopped and
told them how to spell
peonies...
I wonder if they come in long-stemmed!
What can I say,
RJ sent me this
in an email
I laughed so hard
and I still laugh...
ummmm....
well, nuff said...lol
Friday, August 11, 2006
Friday's Fantasy: Eating My Dessert and Having it Too
Alex said I owe him a cake
So here is the Granny Bea
Chocolate Cake recipe
2 c sugar
1 c shortening or butter
2 unbeaten eggs
1 t red food coloring
3 t vanilla
3 c flour
1/2 t salt
2 t soda
1/3 c cocoa
Cream the first ingredients
and add dry mixture
alternating with
1 c buttermilk
When it is mixed well
add
1 cup hot (I boil it) water
Pour into a greased and floured
Angelfood Cake pan
Bake 320 degrees
for 1 hour and 20 minutes
And for fantasy
The warnings do apply here
some explicit language
and nudity follow
She tossed and turned
Sleep had not come easy of late
The light shining
In the window
From the full moon
Made it feel like dawn
Rather than midnight
Her dreams were
Fitfull and yet
As hard as she tried
To recall them
When startled awake
She couldn’t
She got up and walked
The front door
She opened it
And stepped out on the porch
To gaze at the
Huge round orb
Glowing and
Grinning down at her
There was a warm breeze
Flapping the leaves of
The banana trees
She sat down on the steps
Enjoying the view
And the breeze
And noticing how quiet
It was around her
No street noise
No sirens
No neighbors moving around
It was an intoxicating evening
And she leaned against the post
By the steps
Thinking of a man she once knew
Suddenly she heard a car
Approaching and a car door shut
He came around the corner
And found her sitting there
He had a box in his hand
He held it out
And smiled
She opened the box
Inside she found
A chocolate cake
And she smiled
She sat the cake down
And disappeared into the house
He sat down and waited
She returned with
Two large glasses of milk
And gestured for him to get
The cake and follow her
She walked around toward
The gate to the pool
Her white nightgown flowing
Behind her
She turned and smiled
And it made him smile
She sat down at the table by the pool
And he sat down with her
She reached into the box
And grabbed a chunk of the cake
She motioned for him to do the same
He followed her lead
She tasted the cake
And moaned with pleasure
Telling him how good it was
And that the icing was very creamy
He took a bite himself
And was paying attention to the cake
So he didn’t see her get up and walk toward him
She reached out toward him
With cake in her hand
And fed it to him
He did the same with her
And they exchanged bites
Until the cake in her hand
Was gone
She held her hand up
And licked the rest of the
Chocolate decadence off
She began unbuttoning
His shirt
And took it off of him
Then she unbuttoned his jeans
Unzipped them and pulled them
Off of him
He noticed the warm summer
Breeze was not as warm
As her hands
As they slid down his thighs
She reached for the cake
And took just enough
To give her a taste
She put it in her mouth
And waited for it to melt
While waiting
She reached into his
Underwear and stroked him
She got down on her knees
Using both hands
She caressed his thighs
Stroked his cock
And massaged his balls
When the cake in her mouth
Was melted
To a warm gooey chocolate
Concoction
She shared it with him
By taking him into her mouth
Kissing, sucking
Humming
Her mouth was warm
And wet and velvety
With the cake
She spread the cake
All over his dick
Until he was
A chocolate cake Popsicle
She proceeded to suck
On him
Removing the chocolate
And bringing him
To a full, throbbing
Stiffness
That he hadn’t felt
In a very long time
He sat watching her
Caressing her hair
Whispering her name
And how great she
Made him feel
She wanted him
And she wanted him to
Want her
She rubbed his legs
Moving back and forth
With his cock
Throbbing in her throat
She slowly moved away
Pulling him to a standing position
She stepped back
And reached down
And grabbed her gown
She pulled it over her head
To reveal her nude body to him
She stepped toward the pool
With his hand in hers
And led him into the water
He followed
As hot as the weather had been
The water was tepid
Like after a long hot bath
Had cooled off
When they were in chest high water
He pulled her close
Passionately kissing her
Holding her
Hugging her
Loving her
She held him tight
Wrapping her legs around his
Kissing his neck
Grabbing a handful of his butt
And pulling him closer
He picked her up
Pulling her down
Onto his wet, slippery cock
Bringing her down on him fully
They both moaned with pleasure
She rocked back and forth on him
And he pulled and pushed her
While sucking on her nipples
She bent down and sucked on his
Ear… neck…. Face
While twisting his nipples
Between her fingers
She could feel the cool breeze
Blowing, making her nipples contract
Even more
Her shoulder bumping into sometime
Something hard
Like metal
She couldn’t figure out
Where that was coming from
Then she felt her head jerk
And she woke up
Leaning on the post
Sitting on the porch steps
Wishing for a chocolate cake
As much for the cake
As for the delivery man
So here is the Granny Bea
Chocolate Cake recipe
2 c sugar
1 c shortening or butter
2 unbeaten eggs
1 t red food coloring
3 t vanilla
3 c flour
1/2 t salt
2 t soda
1/3 c cocoa
Cream the first ingredients
and add dry mixture
alternating with
1 c buttermilk
When it is mixed well
add
1 cup hot (I boil it) water
Pour into a greased and floured
Angelfood Cake pan
Bake 320 degrees
for 1 hour and 20 minutes
And for fantasy
The warnings do apply here
some explicit language
and nudity follow
She tossed and turned
Sleep had not come easy of late
The light shining
In the window
From the full moon
Made it feel like dawn
Rather than midnight
Her dreams were
Fitfull and yet
As hard as she tried
To recall them
When startled awake
She couldn’t
She got up and walked
The front door
She opened it
And stepped out on the porch
To gaze at the
Huge round orb
Glowing and
Grinning down at her
There was a warm breeze
Flapping the leaves of
The banana trees
She sat down on the steps
Enjoying the view
And the breeze
And noticing how quiet
It was around her
No street noise
No sirens
No neighbors moving around
It was an intoxicating evening
And she leaned against the post
By the steps
Thinking of a man she once knew
Suddenly she heard a car
Approaching and a car door shut
He came around the corner
And found her sitting there
He had a box in his hand
He held it out
And smiled
She opened the box
Inside she found
A chocolate cake
And she smiled
She sat the cake down
And disappeared into the house
He sat down and waited
She returned with
Two large glasses of milk
And gestured for him to get
The cake and follow her
She walked around toward
The gate to the pool
Her white nightgown flowing
Behind her
She turned and smiled
And it made him smile
She sat down at the table by the pool
And he sat down with her
She reached into the box
And grabbed a chunk of the cake
She motioned for him to do the same
He followed her lead
She tasted the cake
And moaned with pleasure
Telling him how good it was
And that the icing was very creamy
He took a bite himself
And was paying attention to the cake
So he didn’t see her get up and walk toward him
She reached out toward him
With cake in her hand
And fed it to him
He did the same with her
And they exchanged bites
Until the cake in her hand
Was gone
She held her hand up
And licked the rest of the
Chocolate decadence off
She began unbuttoning
His shirt
And took it off of him
Then she unbuttoned his jeans
Unzipped them and pulled them
Off of him
He noticed the warm summer
Breeze was not as warm
As her hands
As they slid down his thighs
She reached for the cake
And took just enough
To give her a taste
She put it in her mouth
And waited for it to melt
While waiting
She reached into his
Underwear and stroked him
She got down on her knees
Using both hands
She caressed his thighs
Stroked his cock
And massaged his balls
When the cake in her mouth
Was melted
To a warm gooey chocolate
Concoction
She shared it with him
By taking him into her mouth
Kissing, sucking
Humming
Her mouth was warm
And wet and velvety
With the cake
She spread the cake
All over his dick
Until he was
A chocolate cake Popsicle
She proceeded to suck
On him
Removing the chocolate
And bringing him
To a full, throbbing
Stiffness
That he hadn’t felt
In a very long time
He sat watching her
Caressing her hair
Whispering her name
And how great she
Made him feel
She wanted him
And she wanted him to
Want her
She rubbed his legs
Moving back and forth
With his cock
Throbbing in her throat
She slowly moved away
Pulling him to a standing position
She stepped back
And reached down
And grabbed her gown
She pulled it over her head
To reveal her nude body to him
She stepped toward the pool
With his hand in hers
And led him into the water
He followed
As hot as the weather had been
The water was tepid
Like after a long hot bath
Had cooled off
When they were in chest high water
He pulled her close
Passionately kissing her
Holding her
Hugging her
Loving her
She held him tight
Wrapping her legs around his
Kissing his neck
Grabbing a handful of his butt
And pulling him closer
He picked her up
Pulling her down
Onto his wet, slippery cock
Bringing her down on him fully
They both moaned with pleasure
She rocked back and forth on him
And he pulled and pushed her
While sucking on her nipples
She bent down and sucked on his
Ear… neck…. Face
While twisting his nipples
Between her fingers
She could feel the cool breeze
Blowing, making her nipples contract
Even more
Her shoulder bumping into sometime
Something hard
Like metal
She couldn’t figure out
Where that was coming from
Then she felt her head jerk
And she woke up
Leaning on the post
Sitting on the porch steps
Wishing for a chocolate cake
As much for the cake
As for the delivery man
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Specdickulation or BigTool4U
A new word that Amused Muse
and I created
at Happy Hour
while discussing
Men
and their underwear
Yeah, we shared
which men wore
what underwear
It all came up
(pun intended)
when we discussed
an episode of
Sex And The City
where Standford
goes to a bar where they
only let them wear
their skivvys
Anyway, after we went
through the list
of men we both know
or know of,
through the other's life
we started
Specdiculating
about what some
other men we know
might wear
or if they go
commando
So all you folks
esp. lurkers
share your preferences
with us all
Do you wear
tighty whities?
or
boxers?
or
colored tighties?
or
those that
are knit,
but longer than
tighty whities?
or
going commando?
My preference?
the longer version
of tighties, but
not whitey....
color
color
color
or boxers, made of silk
how many men I know
that have worn these?
1
number of men I know
who wore/wear
tighty whities?
too many!!! most in fact
and the rest go commando...
isn't there a problem with that?
there is for me, and I can't
imagine it being comfortable.
What do you like/ or wear?
Tell me ladies and gentlemen
I am curious...
and I created
at Happy Hour
while discussing
Men
and their underwear
Yeah, we shared
which men wore
what underwear
It all came up
(pun intended)
when we discussed
an episode of
Sex And The City
where Standford
goes to a bar where they
only let them wear
their skivvys
Anyway, after we went
through the list
of men we both know
or know of,
through the other's life
we started
Specdiculating
about what some
other men we know
might wear
or if they go
commando
So all you folks
esp. lurkers
share your preferences
with us all
Do you wear
tighty whities?
or
boxers?
or
colored tighties?
or
those that
are knit,
but longer than
tighty whities?
or
going commando?
My preference?
the longer version
of tighties, but
not whitey....
color
color
color
or boxers, made of silk
how many men I know
that have worn these?
1
number of men I know
who wore/wear
tighty whities?
too many!!! most in fact
and the rest go commando...
isn't there a problem with that?
there is for me, and I can't
imagine it being comfortable.
What do you like/ or wear?
Tell me ladies and gentlemen
I am curious...
Murphy's Law of Dating
or at least how it works with me...
My cell phone has been acting weird
ever since I flew home last Monday
I plug the charger into it
and the little light doesn't come on
but I wake up in the morning
and it has some what of a charge
or two bars of power.
Anyway, last night it wasn't even
taking the charge
so of course 3 guys called to ask me out
Ok,
so one of them was Mr. Duvall
WOOHOO
asking if I was busy Sunday
and of course, I am not
One was The German
who I have gone out with once
a very nice man
who knows when to call
and how to be polite
and doesn't ask those BAD questions
I have blogged about previously
and the other was a blast from the past
who rides a BMW Motorcycle
and we had made tentative plans
for riding his cycle on Monday
and I thought I would take him
to the Big V with Amused Muse
Then Amused Muse called at Midnight
and asked about my evening
well honey, if you leave me alone much longer
I will have a full appointment book...lol
You know, my phone hasn't rung so many times
in one day
for a very long time,
so of course, when it is not working properly
these things will happen...
I am taking it in today
will probably have to have a new one
but hey, My weekend filled up in a hurry
and it is a good thing
because you know what they say
idle hands are the devils workshop
or something like that..
actually, I just still need some distractions
and some attention will be nice too
not to mention
the Attitude Adjustment...
My cell phone has been acting weird
ever since I flew home last Monday
I plug the charger into it
and the little light doesn't come on
but I wake up in the morning
and it has some what of a charge
or two bars of power.
Anyway, last night it wasn't even
taking the charge
so of course 3 guys called to ask me out
Ok,
so one of them was Mr. Duvall
WOOHOO
asking if I was busy Sunday
and of course, I am not
One was The German
who I have gone out with once
a very nice man
who knows when to call
and how to be polite
and doesn't ask those BAD questions
I have blogged about previously
and the other was a blast from the past
who rides a BMW Motorcycle
and we had made tentative plans
for riding his cycle on Monday
and I thought I would take him
to the Big V with Amused Muse
Then Amused Muse called at Midnight
and asked about my evening
well honey, if you leave me alone much longer
I will have a full appointment book...lol
You know, my phone hasn't rung so many times
in one day
for a very long time,
so of course, when it is not working properly
these things will happen...
I am taking it in today
will probably have to have a new one
but hey, My weekend filled up in a hurry
and it is a good thing
because you know what they say
idle hands are the devils workshop
or something like that..
actually, I just still need some distractions
and some attention will be nice too
not to mention
the Attitude Adjustment...
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Friday, August 04, 2006
Friday Fantasy
BEWARE!!!!!!
She stood in line at the airport.
Waiting for them to make her
empty her pockets
take her shoes off
and
in anticipation of them
digging through her purse
and carry on luggage
which was simply a tote bag
with self help books,
geocaching pages,
and her camelback
hiking backpack.
She hates flying alone
sitting by total strangers
who are not
the hunk of a man on the airplane
(there is usually at least one)
but they are
the unruly teenager
spoiled by a non attentive parent
or a
fat person,
ok, not just fat,
but morbidly obese person
and if the flight is full...
it is even more miserable
She read as she waited for the plane
She was not looking forward to the trip
or the reason for the trip
Granted, she would see family
but her family is,
like everyone else's,
very
disfunctional.
Her mother nags her about moving back home.
She won't notice the tan
or the weight loss
or the gained strength
and when she gets her hair done
or her nails done,
her mom will fuss at her
for spending money...
granted, sometimes
it is rightfully so,
but right now,
given the current state of affairs
or lack thereof,
she needs something to feel good about.
She sits and reads and
realizes,
she has been thinking about
everything
but
what she is reading.
She boards the plane,
picks an aisle seat
with an obese teenager
in the window seat of that row.
It beats the alternatives
believe it or not.
She picks up the
SkyMall magazine
and starts skimming
she looks out the window of the plane
and she finds herself
once again
with her mind on a man
It is time to land and get off the plane
she stands up
picks up her bags
and is one of the first
to depart
She walks past the other gates
and is nearly to the security checkpoint
and there she sees
the smile she has missed
the eyes that look right through her
she smiles and then
the tears start to flow...
She had prayed and prayed he would be there
to pick her up,
but how did he know?
How did he know she was in this distant city,
so far from home?
She walked faster and faster,
they were staring at each other
so happy to see one another,
and yet no matter how fast she walked
she was not getting any closer to him...
She became frustrated
and he seemed to be as well
just then she felt someone touching her arm
and the
flight attendant
asked her for
any trash she might need to throw away
before the plane landed.
Beware?
Sometimes the best fantasies, well
they have nothing to do with sex, but
they have everything to do with
Affairs of the Heart
She stood in line at the airport.
Waiting for them to make her
empty her pockets
take her shoes off
and
in anticipation of them
digging through her purse
and carry on luggage
which was simply a tote bag
with self help books,
geocaching pages,
and her camelback
hiking backpack.
She hates flying alone
sitting by total strangers
who are not
the hunk of a man on the airplane
(there is usually at least one)
but they are
the unruly teenager
spoiled by a non attentive parent
or a
fat person,
ok, not just fat,
but morbidly obese person
and if the flight is full...
it is even more miserable
She read as she waited for the plane
She was not looking forward to the trip
or the reason for the trip
Granted, she would see family
but her family is,
like everyone else's,
very
disfunctional.
Her mother nags her about moving back home.
She won't notice the tan
or the weight loss
or the gained strength
and when she gets her hair done
or her nails done,
her mom will fuss at her
for spending money...
granted, sometimes
it is rightfully so,
but right now,
given the current state of affairs
or lack thereof,
she needs something to feel good about.
She sits and reads and
realizes,
she has been thinking about
everything
but
what she is reading.
She boards the plane,
picks an aisle seat
with an obese teenager
in the window seat of that row.
It beats the alternatives
believe it or not.
She picks up the
SkyMall magazine
and starts skimming
she looks out the window of the plane
and she finds herself
once again
with her mind on a man
It is time to land and get off the plane
she stands up
picks up her bags
and is one of the first
to depart
She walks past the other gates
and is nearly to the security checkpoint
and there she sees
the smile she has missed
the eyes that look right through her
she smiles and then
the tears start to flow...
She had prayed and prayed he would be there
to pick her up,
but how did he know?
How did he know she was in this distant city,
so far from home?
She walked faster and faster,
they were staring at each other
so happy to see one another,
and yet no matter how fast she walked
she was not getting any closer to him...
She became frustrated
and he seemed to be as well
just then she felt someone touching her arm
and the
flight attendant
asked her for
any trash she might need to throw away
before the plane landed.
Beware?
Sometimes the best fantasies, well
they have nothing to do with sex, but
they have everything to do with
Affairs of the Heart
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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